Thursday, January 15, 2009

Honesty Today – 01/15/09 – Blah Blah Blah

Praise the Lord!! Well it is Thursday and I am at work…bored – so bored… praise the Lord for the boredom at work, for it gives me time to think on Him and to do some constructive things. I am thankful for my job, but sometimes it is so boring that I just have to thank the Lord for the position because it does allow me time to mediate on the Lord.


I was in a mood last night and just not feeling like doing anything. I started to feel guilty as I wrote the Good Morning for today a few minutes ago… I should have done that last night, but you know I just felt like doing nothing and for once I went with it. I am pretty much behind in most things that I am supposed to be working on but just not having the desire to do it because of the Blah – Blah – Blah mood. LOL I get in this mood about every six months and it is truly a cycle that I love and do not love. It makes me slow down, which I love, but it also can put me behind in things, which I do not love. Yet I am still just going to go with it for now.


I know that God does things for a reason and even this I think will work to my good. I was working on some things for Sister Anna Marie (she is the one redoing the WL4J website – if you have not been past – oh go check it out – it is beautiful www.womenliving4jesus.org), and I noticed that I am going to be really busy starting next week. I have the My Purpose in Life – Who Am I Jesus workshop along with preparing the My Gifts of the Holy Spirit workshop, plus there is the Fellowship calls and Encouragement Hour, plus we are getting ready to start a WL4J Online – live bible study too, so I need to get with different teachers of these bible studies and see what we need to do. I have some serious topics coming up on WL4J Encouragement Hour that I need to go to the Lord on for direction on where He wants me to take it, along with the continued fast that is really getting to the point of wanting to stop doing the fast, so please continue to pray for me. So I thought this is a good time for the blahs…not in a bad way though…just in case anyone thinks I am depressed…I am not – I just do not want to do anything at all! LOL Maybe lazy is the word…yet not lazy as I do what I need to do just nothing extra! LOL


I think it is just because of the fact that I just came off of vacation from work, which was only to be 5 days that turned into 12 days due to my grandfather’s death, then just not wanting to get into the swing of things again…not wanting to be that busy and just to relax. Of course with my ever present gifts from the Lord, that will not last longer than this Saturday as I just sent an email not too long ago to a couple of sisters wanting to talk with them about some classes that they could provide for the WL4J bible study. I am telling you I need to be busy and I need to keep moving forward in the Lord because idle hands and mind is not good for a Christian – well at least not this Christian. I need to be doing things in the Lord – but awwwwww the blah blah blahs this time around are really feeling good.


I keep telling my hubby that I need to be a stay at home wife and mom – LOL but he is not hearing it – we have bills to pay! Well that is all for today because the blah blahs are starting to leave and as I am sitting here at work waiting on reports to finish running, I am thinking of a thousand things that I can get done so that I do not have to do it later tonight….guess I am off to write up some answers to frequently asked questions! LOL


Have an awesome day in the Lord and may you enjoy all that Jesus has in store for you!!


Love your sister in Christ,

Sister Alissa Lynne

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